then i can say trasformations happened in this period as rapid transformations
now when i look back at my 21 years i just feel life is nothing but transformations
some for good and some for better...biggest transformation is a heartful smile to
salty tears...... a girl with brightest eyes possible always looking for
a chance to change this boring life... in order to change the life ,the pranks she
done and the risks she took just remained most beautiful memories.... a hopeless
girl who never cared about career and life got the biggest oppurtunity (dream of many)
to succeed in career...then started the original life of her started hoping that everything goes
well in life found definition of life is just hope ... heartful smiles of her turned to be social smiles
just to hide her presence in society and remain in darkness pretention is really necessary
a daring girl who can say f*** off to anyone who she felt is against her is now
hesitating to say its none of your business.. once she smiled at her friends who said
u r best person and now she is smiling at back bitchers who says she is a looser
emotions is what is carried always but she never knew that some emotions exist
which causes tears.. she always found happiness in people around leaving about
whats good and whats bad but this newly trasformed kid is still searching for
happiness around but searching in lonliness .... stubborness in her which always say
no to rules is completely vanished just like a magic ..... a social freak who hated
darkness in night wantd brightness always remained in darkness part of life for
more than 3 years....a sleepy lazy girl who sleeps to forget this world is nw sleeping
to enter her dreamworld ......
finally my life my career my work my failures observe this
there is you no where and dnt want you to be there
:)
